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Sup all. Not much here. Had fun at the Walk last weekend. See!!!! no hate it was full of love really. IT was nice out too. I also got 3 new key chains there :D at the Autism Store they had there. See!! they even know there is key chain loving auties out there!!!! :D lol The walk was nice we walks by the lake and part of the down town area past the museums so it was fun. Also we are camping the coming up weekend!! YAY sething to look forward too :D Still for some reason i feel kinda depressed now dont know why. Being different and stuff. How some of those autistics are like younger then me and are soooo past me in maturity wise. Its like "Eat my dust loser!!!" lol They don't really say that but really how do you know how that really think. Ok I'm not trying to sound paranoid here...... but really i often feel like that :( *sigh* Then there is my friend here who has trouble focusing on her own life! I mean she is worried about what i do with my life!! She keeps bugging me to go to college. School sucks a** I hated it so much its was like ick...... Anyways so yea im not going to school again. Check this!!! The girl who hates school as much as ME and i mean i hated it to the point it depressed the hell out of me,maybe even MORE then me, is telling me to go to college. Aye aye aye..... Kinda weird but ok. Really. I would like to see HER go to college :D Really its not fun and games i imagine..... school is school is school..... Anyways, yea, she needs to worry about her own life lol. She is a good friend and its nice she is concerned but really I'll be fine :) Also another thing im so glad i don't have too see many of these people from the net in RL i wouldn't be able to deal with it. I have severe social axciety so yea i couldn't deal with being around autistics who are more advanced then me. Anyways enough of all that talk to you all later. Peace (Y)