My Camping Trip

Hi all. My camping trip was lots of fun! :D There was even a carnival there too. They often have things like that at the camp group too. I also swam at the beach there and built sand castles in the sand with my cousin. I went to two dances, hung with some people, swum in the pool, had a camp fire, played bingo etc. The cool thing is finally my aunt bought a camping lot there!! So now we can go anytime like the rest!!! I can't wait. Finally i can get to know more people there and maybe have more friends. There is some interesting people there and plenty of people my age. Although i noticed i actually enjoy hanging with people around my cousins ages more then mine. I feel more comfortable and free with people like 13 or younger often. Many people my age seem to grown up for me, more serious, and more judgmental in my opinion. I am kinda like a 10 year old at heart. I like to be hyper,random,silly etc. So i fit in better with a younger group of kids. Most kids my age want to make out, drink, act obnoxious, and stair at the cell phones all day lol. Also I'm not that social so Amy and her friends, the people my age i hung with seemed a little to social and mature for me. Still i hung out with them. I still had fun with them too. I actually hung out with people i would never hang out with on a regular basis. It was vacation so what the heck. I lived a little lol. I when to the dances but didn't really dance except to the Casper Slide. I am not into dancing really i just hang out. There was some awkward times as well one is were i dresses as a hippie in my Halloween hippie costume. It was because it was 50s and 60s weekend. So the second dance was based on that. I end up being the only one dressing up really. Many people were staring but the good thing is some liked it too. Someone said i should of even won the best dressed contest they were holding there. I don't know if i wouldn't of won or not wasn't at the dance floor at that moment i was most likely in the arcade with my little friends and cousins. Another thing was me, my cousins, and the younger friends were all bored so one of them wanted to play truth or dare. Some ask Ben my youngest cousin truth or dare. He said truth. One of the girls asked him "do you pic your nose" and he was like "no" So i said yea right i see you do it all the time!! ( and he does) so he got upset. I can tell when he is about to attack so i got up and ran and he pushed me down and i smashed my chocolate shake. It got all over my hippie costume so i was kinda mad. ( the chocolate shake was from the snack bar connected to the arcade room, yea its not your typical camp ground) So i turned around and spilled the rest of my already ruined shake on him and said see how YOU like it!!!! This time he was enraged so he jumped on me and slammed me on the ground. I end up getting a bloody nose!!! I was soooo embarrassed and i had to find the bathroom. I was trying to make sure no one would see me. People end up seeing me though. This group of people about my age but they actually helped me and that was very nice of them. So yea it was an interesting trip. The carnival they had there was fun too. I even got an elephant ear and cotton candy! yummy :) Also they even had a car show for one of the days. They had some cool cars there. Mostly 50's and 60's styled ones hence the 50s and 60s weekend. I also got another new key chain. Its a key chain Yogi Bear projector. Its really cool. It projects Yogi Bear cartoon pics on the wall or ceiling. Anyways that was my weekend it was a lot of fun!!! Next weekend not the one coming up but after that we are going to Wisconsin Dells. I'm really looking forward to that!! I'll write a blog about the trip too when the time comes. Anyways ttyl bye!! see you next blog. peace (Y)

Bored

Hi Sup? Not much here. Just bored as hell. So i wanted to write in here. Anyways Friday we had out for our family camping trip to Jellystone Park! Can't wait!! What's cool is its the biggest Jellystone park in the US! There's a lot to do there and like i said since people own lots there for the summer we often see the same people. So each of us have a few friends there. Although my friends are NT and far more social then me they are still fun. Just hope they dont find me boring since i dont dance. Yes one of the Saturday night activities is a teen dance. It's not like your typical camp ground, theres plenty of fun things to do there. Sitting around the fire at night and having smores. Swimming in the pool. Its relaxing and fun :) We went there since i was 9 and now im 19. Also we got our own golf cart and dont have to rent one anymore. The place is really big so people use the carts to travel. Most all who own lots have there own cart. We dont have out own lot yet but maybe soon we will. If my aunt finds a good place to by. Now that would be sooo cool. Its livey friendly and fun there so its a good place to be.
Rember i mentioned my tornado keychain? I just wanted to show a pic of the tornado thats if you arnt from the chatroom and have already seen it, or if you havent checked out my youtube by the way if you dont know my youtube nick is girlstorm09 and here is my pic of the tornado (note i did NOT make that caption lol thats my friends flicker and she just saved my pic on it so yea) http://www.flickr.com/photos/27929785@N08/2599610216/in/photostream/ :) Read the caption she put for the tornado its funny lol. Oh and that house in the backround is my grandmas house lol not like it matters but yea. Anyways see you all later ok. Peace out! Peace out homies! Peeeeeeeeeace ooouuuuutt-taahh!!!! :D :D

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey

Sup all. Not much here. Had fun at the Walk last weekend. See!!!! no hate it was full of love really. IT was nice out too. I also got 3 new key chains there :D at the Autism Store they had there. See!! they even know there is key chain loving auties out there!!!! :D lol The walk was nice we walks by the lake and part of the down town area past the museums so it was fun. Also we are camping the coming up weekend!! YAY sething to look forward too :D Still for some reason i feel kinda depressed now dont know why. Being different and stuff. How some of those autistics are like younger then me and are soooo past me in maturity wise. Its like "Eat my dust loser!!!" lol They don't really say that but really how do you know how that really think. Ok I'm not trying to sound paranoid here...... but really i often feel like that :( *sigh* Then there is my friend here who has trouble focusing on her own life! I mean she is worried about what i do with my life!! She keeps bugging me to go to college. School sucks a** I hated it so much its was like ick...... Anyways so yea im not going to school again. Check this!!! The girl who hates school as much as ME and i mean i hated it to the point it depressed the hell out of me,maybe even MORE then me, is telling me to go to college. Aye aye aye..... Kinda weird but ok. Really. I would like to see HER go to college :D Really its not fun and games i imagine..... school is school is school..... Anyways, yea, she needs to worry about her own life lol. She is a good friend and its nice she is concerned but really I'll be fine :) Also another thing im so glad i don't have too see many of these people from the net in RL i wouldn't be able to deal with it. I have severe social axciety so yea i couldn't deal with being around autistics who are more advanced then me. Anyways enough of all that talk to you all later. Peace (Y)

A Lot Coming Up

Hi all whats up? So this Saturday will finally by the walk i mentioned a lot in my past entries. I think it will be fun and i heck i may make some friends :D Then next weekend we are going camping!That will be cool. We are going to the camp group we always go too. I think i mentioned it before. People actually live there for the summer and all and since we go there a lot we know a lot of people. We are going for Memorial Day Weekend so it will be lots of fun!!! Also in the beginning of June we are going to Wisconsin Dells. I never been there before but i heard it was a lot of fun and had plenty to do. There will be lots of amusement park rides too. I LOVE rides!! lol So i am excited a lot coming up :) I just hope it all turns out well and nothing goes wrong. As all i do all those events i will mention it in my blog. The autism walk is a few days away so i will mention about it in my next entry most likely. Anyways talk to you later! peace (Y) :D

Autism Speaks

Hey bloggers. Well that autism walk i mention in other entries is upset some of my friends. I should of mentioned this when it was on my mind but i was bored so i wanted to write something in my blog. Well one day on a conference call i mentioned about my walk I will be going on the 16th. They were all like oh no what is for? What does it sponsor? Well i got the folder off my kitchen table and read it to them. I said oh its for Autism Speaks. I didn't know much about Autism Speaks neither does my mom. When i even mention Autism Speaks to some of my friend they flip out and i mean FLIP OUT! Like its the end of the world! They act as if Autism Speaks is some Nazi concentration camp! First of all Autism Speaks does NOT want to kill autistic people. Second of all everyone needs to stop being paranoid and making me feel guilty about it! We already made plans to go anyways. My mom's co-worker told her about it. His son has autism too. They are going to the walk. So I'll maybe get to meet his son. Anyways another thing they say if the technology was around when i was born i would of be aborted!! My friends say they would abort there autistic children. First of all its not Autism Speaks choice it is the parents and second of all my mom said even if the technology WAS around then she would NOT abort me!!! So yea i don't see what my paranoid friends problems are. I mean i one friend who was like when you go be careful please? "Be cautious!" "It may be dangerous" I kid you not! Really! Sad isn't it? So yea I'm still going and all because i go doesn't mean Ill be some different person. Ill be the same person i ever was....... I just hope they understand that. I'm not for or against curing autism. Really its up to others not me. So really its not gonna do any harm if i go. We are going to help raise money, maybe meet some other auties, and get out of this house. Really anything is better then sitting in the house all day every day......... Anyways....see you all later Peace all (Y) and word of the wise............(and you all know who you are) STOP BEING SO PARANOID!!!! :D lol again peace (Y)