Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Sup Bloggers and Bloggets

I'm going camping again this weekend! :p Finally i got to see my aunts new camping lot and like i said before we can go there more now that she owns a place there. We are also going for the Forth of July too. This will be the first time we actually went for the Forth. It will be something new. I hope they have lots of fireworks! :D. It isn't Forth Of July without the fireworks!! lol Anyways yea I'm glad I'm going this weekend there's always plenty to do. After all the stress this weekend i think i need to get out. See i got k-lined from freenode chat server. Since my chat room is on that i got banned from my own chat room. I only go to my chat room and sometimes my friends chats. I did nothing wrong at all. I was just randomly booted. My friend Pikachu has a theory that the well known IRC computer hacker, ango might of used my IP address and pretended to be me and get me in trouble. We are still not sure. So we moved my room to Pika's server the thing is its taking a long time to move all the members to my new chat. I want to be able to have the same members. I'm actually evading the banned by using Pika's mibbit widget to get on it, a way to get to my room only threw Mibbit a chat client. I shouldn't be evading and i hope i don't get caught but its the only way to make sure i move everyone to the new chat. People are having trouble getting there and its not working out all right. It's a stressing me out. Also my skype been acting up too. At times the noise will be gone and i have to reboot my laptop. Its a pain. It will be fine at first then all the sudden i can't hear people. So this been a stressful week both problems happened 3 days ago and about the same time. I'm kinda wondering if someone is messing with me and my computers not sure. I just hope this k-line gets lifted and skype stops acting up. It's really taking a tole on me. But hopefully camping will keep my mind off it all. Well im gonna go. See you all later. Peace

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Sunday, June 7, 2009

Wisconsin Dells

Hey all!! I had lots of fun this weekend at Wis. Dells! It would of been more fun if it haven't been so cold. We could of went to some water parks. It was raining too but a little rain doesn't hurt its the cold that gets to people lol. Anyways I still had lots of fun!! Friday night we when on an Army Duck and toured the Wisconsin River and surrounding forest areas. An Army duck is a boat that travels on land as well as water. Its was like a tour bus and boat in one! It was really awesome. The particular boat we were in was built in the 1940s so it was really old but still in good shape. Then we ate out and after that headed back to the hotel. We swum for a while. They had a regular pool, hot tub, and kiddie pool. The kiddie pool was more fun then the real pool!! lol It had dump buckets, sprinklers,jets, and a small water slide. The hot tub felt so good and comfy. Saturday we went to the Mt. Olympus Theme Park. It had a theme park, indoor theme park,water park,and indoor water park. The indoor water park you still had to go outside to the clothes lockers so it was still to cold. I still had fun on the coasters though! I love coasters! I went on the Hades, the biggest and fastest one there. It went underground too!!! It was soooo cool. Super fast in the dark. Other coaster i went on was the Zeus and Cyclops. The indoor coaster i went on was called the Opa. I also when on Apollos Swing it was a giant 4 seated swing ride. That was really fun :). All the coasters were fun :) The Cyclops packed a punch for a smaller coaster by the way! lol. We also went on the go-carts too and of course it wouldn't be a amusement park day without the funnel cake!! The funner cake was yummy :) We bought a funner cake making kit from a Wis. cheese store on the way home as well. :) Later that day we went to down town Wis. Dells and looked around. I got my favorite candy, chocolate covered gummy bears. yummy!!! The next morning, well the morning of today, lol we went out and had a big breakfast. It was suppose to be a famous Wis restaurant called Paul Banyans. I'm not a big eater of breakfast but i still had some stuff and it was good. So i had lots of fun :) So that completes my three events i mentioned a while back, the Walk for Autism, camping at our campground, and Wis Dells. AWWW and how it all went by so quick :( Well summer is still coming up and now that my aunt has a camping lot we will camp more too. So there still may be a lot to look forward too. See you all next entry!! Peace (Y)

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

An Aspie's Story Part 2

Hey again. This is now my second part of today's entry and OMG im so ditsy!! I forgot to mention Brittany!! Who is still my good friend it's just she is back in Indy too. I am still friends with Nikki too but i talk to Brit more and got along with her better. Anyways i met her at one of the apartments we lived in. See we actually lived in 2 apartments before out house in Avon. I met her at the first one. We are still friends :) I don't mean to sound Corny and lame but i met her myself. I would wait for the bus and she would always wave to me in from her car. She went to a different school then me at the time. Then the way home from the bus stop i seen her! So i got in the house told my dad i finally seen her after school time. Jumped on my bike before she got in the house and rode and found her. She was very quiet. She had Selective Mutism. At the time i didn't know. Anyways i end up doing the talking and i was nervous but i did fine. I made a friend. She has improved and is far more social now. She is grown up and does like many activities including work. When i was still in Indy she was often busy but i hung with her when i got a chance. I didn't like many of her friends though. They often were mean to me and found me annoying and immature and then there was her brother Brandon. Who was a BIG jerk. He called me childish, retarded, stupid you name it. Between him and her friends hanging out with Brit was often hard. It was overwhelming but i tried to have as much fun as i can or just avoid the people i didn't like and hang with Brit another time, but anyways we are still friends. Anyways i wanted to mention here because i forgot to in my other entry. Now to the part about what this blog was originally about......
I will mention how i was as a kid. I first start with my obsessions. I was never really into dolls and play make-up. I was more into cars and trains. I used to carry around cars and trains with me. I wanted cars and trains for my birthday and Christmas. In Kindergarten i started getting obsessed with the number 5. I would carry toy 5's around every were i went. When i lost a 5 i would freak out and cry. It was like losing a pet for me. I was sooooo happy when i finally found the 5. At 8 I started my obsession with the key chains and still like them to this day. Of course at 8 i still like all my previous stuff. The trains. The 5's As i kid i liked to draw and play with construction paper ect. I like to jump on my bed to music. I like to record my voice on my tape recorder i had. I loved playing with magnetic letters and numbers. I likes rolling around in my 2 Cozy Coupe Tikes cars and swing on my swing set. I started getting into natural disasters and all that at 9. I was into other things too in stages. In first grade i was into space and The Brave Little Toaster. In Second Grade i was into American flags and air planes. I also always liked evaluation and stuff like that too. I was never into sports i liked other kids games. I liked playing with my friends on the block. At school i like playing train and stuff like that. Days i played with others and days i sat alone it depended. In fifth grade is when i played with others the most. Still i didn't act like most kids though i liked playing with 5's and toys and cried a lot. Were is most kids my age wore make up and talked about the opposite sex. So yea i was quiet different. I was very social with the school kids. I wasn't into those kind of kids. I found them boring and not interesting but yet they thought i was weird and a baby so we were even lol. The summer of 1997 i think my mom made me go to a day camp which i wasn't very fond off. I didn't like the kids there either or being away from home even if it was just a DAY camp. The teacher there was a jerk and the kids were mean. I didn't like sports either so i often say out. The day camp wasnt my thing. I didn't feel comfortable playing with them even with non sport games. For some reason i like the kids on my block better who went to different schools. It's because they accepted me for who i was. They didn't call me baby or make fun of me. They wanted to play with me and like i said liked me for who i was. They are all grown up and moved out though. I miss them had fun with them. When we were older would would go cruising around and get icecream and stuff like that. It was fun :) I have to admit i was very social as a little kid and often didn't like other kids because they acted so much older but i was more social with kids on my block and some of the few school friends i had. Then i went to middle school and moved and all ect ect i mentioned all that in my first part won't mention it again lol. Also of course as an aspie i must mention my stims. Most of these stims i had since i was little. I suck my thumb. I crumble paper and stick other thin things under my nails. With this I often got in trouble in school with this habit because my school work and text books would have crumpled ripped corners. I often forgot i did it and didn't think it would cause much damage. I like to fidget with things too a lot. Like toys and books. I also tap a lot. I tap on toys, key chains, surfaces, books, etc. I still at times carry a bag of my favorite key chains with me when i go to places for like a whole day or more. My grandma and dad think I'm weird for doing this still :( Saying what the?? A girl you age should have stuff like make up in your purse not key chains...... Oh well :/ At least my mom doesn't judge about it. I have my own social axciety too. I hated speeches, often meeting new people, afraid of being around mean kids, and caring what others think of me. I'm still scared to be around autistics and aspies who seem cooler or more normal then me. This is my most current social axciety . Still I'm often shy and quiet around people i don't know. I'm still scared to be around people who may be mean to me such as Brit's friends. I want to avoid being bullied. I was week when people bullied me. Instead of sticking up for myself I would and still often do cry or look out the window. I was always week and an innocent person. I am also sensitive. So I'm seen as kind of a week Pansy person most likely. So anyways that's some stuff about me lol. I hope i didn't bore you guys. See you all later. Peace

An Aspie's Story

Hey all. As i was coming across my friends blog i notice she talked about her school like and all that. It was really interesting to read about an aspie's life story. So i was like hey maybe i can write one of my own!! So in to days entry i will right about my childhood and teenage hood and all that. I hope it doesn't bore anyone. I'll try my best not to make it boring lol.
So i moved to Whiting Indiana (near Chicago land) at 4 and had a lot of playmates at that neighborhood. I've lived there from 4 to late 12. I had lots of good memories from that block i lived on. We would play games, have pool parties in my next door neighbors pool, played in my back yard, ride around in my 2 cozy coupes, etc. These kids were like 1,2,3.....years older then me. They were fun. They accepted my for who i was. Then i went to kindergarten. Just an innocent little girl. lol I was kinda different in a way. I whined more then most of them and was kinda slow. Like they knew how to tie there shoes and use scissors probably. I didn't. I didn't know how to write well either. I didn't even know how to count right away. So yea i was kind of slow. Threw elementary school i was kind of slow at some things. Also i didn't like the kids like i liked the kids who lived on my block. A lot of them made fun of me because i cried a lot was just different. I was made of fun of a lot too. It really sucked. Elementary had its fun times too though. Like its field trips, holiday parties, Science fun day, evening fun fest events, prices for doing all your work, ect. Third grade was the coolest. The teach had a Little Tikes castle with foam blocks built around it. Each day we would take turns spending a day it in and to pick a partner. We got to build around it and all. We also make stuff like pizza, dino rice crispy treats,and this snack she made up called dot toast. Also we would get these fake bucks called Bunny Bucks for rewards. At the end of the year we got to buy real things!! It was a little store in her class room and no its was boring stuff like pencils, notebooks, and erasers. It was cool stuff like toys and candy! Anyways kids made fun me me a lot in elementary school but i still had some fun time. Then i went to middle school i went to 3 different ones( i'll explain why in a moment) Sixth grade i went to Clark Middle School. No offence but the kids were pure ghetto and just mean. The kids came from like 3 different elementary schools including mine. Sixth grade was the worse for me! The would steal my stuff, call my cry baby, even sing DON'T CRY NOW!! to me in front of others, try to push me down the stairs and into lockers, throw things at me. It sucked. Those kids were the most miserable people i seen. Then never were happy and acted like they were to good for everything. They were just ick. Oh i forgot to mention most i had some friends though elementary school. Like Katrina and Patrica. Katrina was a lot more mature then me but we still got along. Patrica was fun at times but kinda bossy. In 5th grade i had some more friends like Melanie and Andrea and Jessie. Even though i didn't come friends friends with them they came to my 11th b-day party. Andrea i hung out with more though. She was kind of like me. I still wonder if she was an aspie. See was often teased like me too. I don't see any of these people anymore. Anyways back to what i was saying.... in 7th grade i went to a different school. We moved to Indianapolis Indiana because my dad got laid off his air port job because of Sept 11th. I talked to people in seventh grade time to time. We moves to a temporary apartment until we could find a house. In the 7th grade i became friends with these 2 girls who lived there named Kim and Megan. They were soooo more mature then me and found me different. Soon they would make fun of me and make my 7th grade life pure hell. They made fun of me for not knowing sex terms like they did. The called me baby. Even Kim threatened me at times. Megan was at least a little nicer. Still they were not like me. They really scarred me in a way. At times i think people will make fun of me for being kind of sheltered because people like them did. In 8th grade we moved to a house finally in Avon, In like 5 to 10 mins away from Indy. The school system was a lot nicer there. People were more laid back and kid like. I talked to a lot of people but because people found me kind of different and annoying at times i didn't become close to them. I didn't have things in common with them and had trouble socializing like them. I had a main friend named Nikki threw out 8th grade and high school. In 10th grade i become friends with some people who were special needs. One who lived in my 'hood. I was best best friends with her but hung with her once in a while. My friend Nikki was nice but we fought a lot! Often a times i didn't think she was a good friend. Times we didn't click. It really stressed me out and often kept me away from talking to others because i was often worried about this one friend. It's often something that would happen with me. It totally sucked. As i grew older i became more to myself. I no longer cared about how i wanted to fit in and all that. I was just getting sick of school and was only thinking about getting out. The end of the second semester of 12th grade we moved back to the Chicago area. This time Midway Chicago. My mom let me be home schooled over the computer for the rest of my 12th grade. I didn't want to deal with going to a different school again. I was glad she did that for me!! Probably one of the best things she did for me really. It was a lot of money you know. Then i graduated and had my diploma sent in the mail! I was soo happy and i didn't have to go up on no stage in front of all those people! So i was so lucky. Now i been out of school and glad. I don't think i want to go to college though. I didn't like school i hated i truly. Hopefully my mom can help me find special programs to find jobs that suit me. Believe me i wouldn't be a cashier is someone paid me!! Well...DUH people WOULD pay me that's what a jobs are for lol But you know what i meant so yea lol. I want to do something the make me comfortable and not stressed out. Oh and i forgot to mention i was DX with aspergers at late 14 so the summer right before high school. So in elementary and middle school i didn't truly know why i was different. That's a look thew my life. Next entry I'll mention more of how i was like and what i liked to do as a kid. Didn't want to mention EVERYTHING in this entry lol its already long enough. Anyways my next entry will be about how i was as a kid and all that good stuff. TTYL. Peace out.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Some Things about me

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER SOMEONE? I don't think so, no
2.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? 2 days ago
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? umm i dont really care either way
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? salomi
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? No.
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? umm depends what kinda person i was
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? No not really only when im peed off at someone or just playing around
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yes
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?. yes i proboly would why not sounds fun!!!
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Cookie Crisp
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? No not really im kinda lazy like that lol
12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? ummm not really acsully im kinda out of shape lol
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Choc rock with choc icecream from Dairy Queen
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? what kinda personality they may give off
15. RED OR PINK? Pink
16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF? Being so different even different then a lot of other aspergers/HFA people :(
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST? My friend Brittany
18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING? Brown pants an i have no shoes on now
19. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?A Twix candy bar
20. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW? The cars going by my house
21. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? sky blue
22. FAVORITE SMELLS? oo thats hard but i do like fresh baked sweets cooking in the oven
23. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?My friend Preston
24. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU? no one sent it i copied it from a friends blog and yes i do like her shes awesome!!
25. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? umm im not into sports really so i dont know
26. HAIR COLOR? Brown
27. EYE COLOR? brown.
28. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS? No i have glasses
29. FAVORITE FOOD? buffalo wings or shrimp alferdo
30. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS? happy endings but so NOT sappy endings!!
31. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Twister
32. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?black.
33. SUMMER OR WINTER? so summer all the way winter sucks horridly
34. HUGS OR KISSES? hugs kisses kidna gross me out like really......
35. FAVORITE DESSERT? icecream from an icecream sop!!!!
36. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? Ummm respond to what.....?
37. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? no book now but the last one i read was Katrina 8 Hours that Changes Mississippi forever
38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Happy Bunny!! :D
39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON T.V. LAST NIGHT? didnt watch anything last night but the night b4 i watch Twister ( one of my fave movies)
40. FAVOURITE SOUND? forest area during a summer night the ocean :)
41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?Beatles.
42. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME? California
43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT? umm not that i can think of........im kinda creative and i know some things about weather and storms but nothing amazing, no :/
44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN? Oaklawn Ill.
45. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK? hmm anyone who wants to copy and paste and is a friend of mine i guess lol
So yea thats some more things about me that i found from while looking threw my friend Nicholes blog so i thoughat i would do one myself. :) I was also looking for one of these for a while anyways but couldn't seem to find one lol. Anyways see all next blog!

Monday, June 1, 2009

Can't Wait!!

Yay!! I can't wait to Wisconsin Dells this weekend!! Like i said i never been there before but many people have, and said it was a lot of fun. I seen commercials about it too. The amusement parks...... the water parks.......all that fun. That boat mobile thing they have looks fun too. Its like a car that you ride in the water!!! It can be like a real life Sponge Bob boat mobile except it doesn't go underwater just above. Anyways most likely we will go to the biggest park there. I also want to go to this thrill park. It had like bungee jumping and the Sky Coaster. I never been on those kind of rides but i always wanted to go on them. There's many chances i could of went on rides like that but they were extra money. And every time I was at a park we had many people with us so we would have enough money for all. Hopefully this time i can go on rides like that. And of course ill sooo go on the coasters too!! I looooove coasters!! Especially the steel hyper coasters. Wooden ones are fun too but not as fun as the big dog steel ones. One day i want to go to Ceder Point. Never been there but i know it has some of the biggest thrill rides. That's soooo me!! I love thrill rides!! So does my friend Nichole. I want to meet up with her one day in person and go on some awesome rides together!!! My friends Preston on the other hand, who is more autistic then me, doesn't like thrill rides. He likes kiddie kids. Kiddie rides can be fun at times but not ALL THE TIME. And no one wants to spend 60 dollars to get in a big amusement park to ride kiddie rides. You can do that at your local fair or a kiddie park. Preston is an autistic friend from the net as well. I would also like to meet up with him too but if i do its best we plan something we both like to do. So....anyways we are heading out early this Friday. Friday night we are gonna go swimming at the hotel and stuff. Then my 'rents are gonna go out themselves and ill stay behind and chat on my laptop ( thank god i have a laptop or i be hella screwed) Then Saturday will be the day full of fun and Sunday of course we will be heading back. It will be like a 3 to 4 hour ride from Chicago. I've been to Wisconsin before just not Wisconsin Dells. We went for the big fest called The Big Gig. That was like when i was 7 and 8. We went two years in a row. So I've been to Wisc. and did the road trip and all. It shouldn't seen that long anyways. :) So yea I'm really excited!!! Can't wait!!! When i get back I'll write an entry about my trip of course. See you all later!! Piece (Y)