What the F*ck??

Hey sup bloggers. Ok this been in my mind today so I'll let it out in here. OK i got this friend ok? I won't give out her real name so I'll name her Stacy. Anyways "Stacy" is about my age. She might be autistic as well. Anyways at times I'm depressed. I often struggle with depression. I also am not very fond of myself either. Once i was on a rant and Stacy told me people would give up a limb to live myself. Well two things, 1. no one would do that shiz to be ME OK yea right ok then........ 2. This might sound like Ms Literal Aspie here but ummm if someone did give up a limb they would be crippled so they would STILL live a different life then me! DOY! lol So that all sums that. I understand my mom saying that but my friend? Wow!! What's this world coming too? What I'm saying is the quote makes no sense and its annoying as HELL. Hate that you got it made people would lose there leg to be me. I don't mean to sound selfish in this blog but really its a free country and freedom of speech. So yea i find that one phrase as sensible as people complain about global warming when its still snowing in May(and i don't mean places like Alaska)!!! So yea i just find that phrase lame and annoying. Don't know why i hate it so much but i do. I mean who would want to be ME! What's so special about me?? Nada!!! Nothing!! Zippo!! lol So i don't get it. Also i hate lectures. HATE THEM. I mise well have my ears bleed. I hate hearing the "look around you don't KNOW how life is" crap either. So there is two reasons i don't like that phrase. Also as i mentioned before i hope I'm not sounding literal but umm yea if someone cut off there leg they would not be living like me...... Someone who is stupid enough to injure themselves on purpose to live like someone else has serious problems and need help and quick...... So that's enough of my rant for today. See ya all next entry. Adios